Sunday, February 6, 2011

很有感触的一首歌。。。 {♥} 11:22 PM

望著天空, 愛是否活在童話裏頭?? 小王子說有些事流浪過才會懂..
原來每顆心都有個洞, 找不到真愛 會一直寂寞..擦乾眼淚一個人漂流在這宇宙.. 小王子說愛一定開在某個角落.. 路上相愛的人那麼多, 我會幸福嗎?? 在什麼時候??
我但願有一個人在等我, 在屬於我的612星球.. 好讓我忍著痛也願意往下走.. 不快樂, 至少要有夢.. 一定會有一個人在等我, 無條件擁抱著我的所有.. 相遇前我還要翻越多少山丘?? 花別謝太快, 請你等等我................

Credit to JXXX!!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

2011's 1ST & NEW POST!! {♥} 10:00 PM

WOW!!

2011 my 1st post, like FINALLY!!

Another year...

Don't hav much time to blog.. or rather juz too lazy to blog..
Juz the same old things again and again...
Plus don't even have enuff time to rest due to WORK, whr got time for blog??

New year...
Means I had been in this working life for almost 1 year!! That's so FAST!!! 1 year juz past like that... Experienced alot.. experienced more than what i could experience in school... Saw the heart-warming sides & of cuz the UGLY sides mainly... Like what many ppl said, this world is UGLY.. True True, seen alot of FAKES, ACTS, DOUBLE-MASKED ppl... What i did was keep complaining, to vent out my frustrations... That's how i relieve my stress & unhappyiness... but after so much of complainings, somehow, i got tired of all these, & became speechless... Really sick of all these... Juz let them be... I'm juz waiting for a right time to leave.. leave all this NONSENSES.

CHINESE NEW YEAR...
Juz the same old things again.. but this year it's rather boring + short...
Don't really hav the CNY mood... 1 word : SIANX!!
Guess it's normal, cuz when 1 person every year keep doing the same thing again & again, it become meaningless...

My 21ST BIRTHDAY...
After CNY, will be my 21ST BIRTHDAY!! Actually i don't feel much abt it..
Mayb cuz my parents will be going back to msia few days b4 my birthday & come back on my Birthday.. make me abit sianx half... plus the chalet @ west side alrdy booked.. = sianx 3/4 ... 21ST BIRTHDAY, most of the ppl will make a BIG celebration.. but my mum don't want any party or chalet-ing kind of celebration... so means what?? Means got NTH...!! SIANS TOTALLY!! Mayb that's why i don't have much mood abt my 21ST BIRTHDAY!! But 2 things i m happy abt is; 1) i got my 1st diamond necklace for my 21st birthday! Really sparkling, really nice!! I really like it!! =) Now i know why diamonds r girls' BEST fren!! Cuz they made girls smile!! 2) I purposely took 3 days off from WORK during my Birthday, so happy!! Cuz i don't need to do things i dislike, don't need to see those ppl whom i dislike + don't need to serve those IDIOTIC customers!! SHIOK ah........!!



Next big thing is.... my company's D&D!!
1 more month to go........
To be continue..........

Monday, November 1, 2010

[Blank] {♥} 11:22 PM

Too lazy/busy to log in here to blog....

... too many things happened...

...duno whr to start from.......


[Work] : Same OLD things..

[Life] : something NEW ; but still not what I rly wanted... will thr be a day whr I can get what I rly wish for???

Hope thr's MIRACLE for my wish to come true....

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

PRISON life {♥} 11:44 PM

Disappeared for almost 2 wks....

So MANY things to blog abt... But just too lazy to login to blog...

1st thing 1st...
Life @ the new environment.....
1st few days was ok... until..... that mr C appear...
He is the manager over thr.. aka the senior optom...
Heard alot of ppl say he is gd...
Yet I got loads of nonsense from him...ZZZ
I TOT he is a gd person too at 1st.. but after few days... I dun tink so anymore...
At 1st.. he asked me to check his eyes..cant use instrument to get his eye power...start from 0 ... I was SO STRESS.... cuz 1st time do on a so high position de SENIOR... scary~~ I was like stuck here stuck there.. mind blank... hands and legs freezed... at the end of it.. of cuz I did alot of wrong things... he told me whr I wrong..n wan me to improve.. ok, this is fine to me.. at least I learnt abt my bad pts..n improve from thr... BUT the following days... rly made me IRRITATED TO MAX!!!!! ZZZZZZZ Once, lunch time, i go out buy lunch.. but he called my hp.. n ask me come bck to see how he do eyetest...-.-||| So many times I in the shop.. when I nth to do n he got customers.. he din asked me to sit in to c him do.. y must he choose my lunchtime..??? ZZZ like so purposely lo... Use brain to think la.. when ppl hungry.. n force ppl to sit in to c how u do.. u think ppl will learn anything when she is so HUNGRY?? No mood la... ZZZ Duno isit cuz I always go out meet my fren to dao bao lunch.. n dined in ONCE.. tats y he not happy..so wan to do this to me.. but if u not happy just tell me la..den i wont meet my fren wad... n pls.. i only go out during lunchtime.. dinnertime i stay in shop..cuz i dun eat dinner.. so wads so BIG deal if i go out for lunch?? The same day, evening..i just go out n help the staffs buy food..den he oso call me to ask me come back to do eyetest for customer..ZZZZ y cant he do??? He so free.. y must let me do..when i m still outside?? ZZZ Somemore.. he kip test me qns.. n when i ans.. he kip on pin point me...every ans i say.. he will say WRONG... ZZZ yet when i say the same ans to the other optom.. tat optom din even say it's wrong.. ZZZ, see, HE rly just wan to takan me...ZZZZ even the other optom oso say he rly duno y HE ask me such senseless qns...
ZZZZ.. Duno y all SENIOR staffs like to bully newbies... Isit they kip their feelings for too long? Thats y become so BIAN TAI? tinks tat bullying us.. can let them feel better?? CRAZY OLD PEOPLES~!!

This place is just like a PRISON.. I dun hav FREEDOM.. wan go out breathe air oso cant...ZZZZZ!!!! A very BIG shop... under my observation, it's so COLD there... the ppl there r wearing masks to work everyday... all so surface... as compared to my own place.. I cant find the warm-ness in this new place...I dun c the teamwork in this new place... everyone there r just like a working robot wif no feelings... even when they talk to each other... can c tat they r just talking for the sake of talking...-.-" like tat muswhile dun talk rite? Really don't understand these adults... Compared to my own place... it's more like a family.. more caring to each other... feel warmer... if exclude tat LA den would b the BEST workplace liao...

7 more days before I leave this PRISON-like place... yet I heard this mr C.. behind my back, give bad comments abt me to the operation manager... ZZZ n wan me to extend 1 more mth at thr...ZZZZZZZZZZ!!! Rly THANKS to him la.. duno isit he is such an honest person.. who cant say white lies..or he just wan to pick on me.. n wan me stay 1 more mth to torture me...he tell the BIG MOUTH operation manager.. n just 1 day time..I got this news from my fren from the other branch..tat this BIG MOUTH go n tell her manager abt me... ZZZ see la.. like tat whole company noes abt me liao la.. RLY THANKS LO YOU TWO!!!
Luckily I asked my own manager abt this.. n he say I DUN NID TO STAY!!! AUG come back to own branch...HENG~!! If not i rly can SUFFOCATE n DIE~~~~

7 days to go....
I so hope tml is AUG~!!!!

Saturday, July 3, 2010

IM SUPER BLURRRRRRRRRR~~~ {♥} 11:51 PM

2nd day of work only..
Jiu lost my...... WALLET!!!!!!
See how careless am I??
Come back from toilet only..then gone...
Went back to check again.. it's no whr to b found...
ZZZ
Inside have my I/C, EZlink, Optom card, Waston card n abt $20+ of cash..
Fortunately, I din bring my NETS card today.. if not nid to replace...
1ST time lose my wallet... so LOST!!! X.X!!!
Luckily one of the staff, so-called my teacher, who guide me thr.. helped me out..
He really very nice... very si xin.. help me find the nearest police station for me to go report for the lost..then still called up the police station to asked which exit to exit.. n ask if need to bring along any thing... still lend me $58 for me to take MRT.. when I come back, he still helped my checked the immigrant center that need to wait 14days then can go report to them...
So nice of him sia......

No wonder so many ppl say he is a very good person...
So lucky to have him to guide me for this 1 mth...

Just 2 days only, I learnt so much from him...
He taught me so many things... some I not that clear on n some that i totally duno.. after he explain,I become clearer... He is like helping me to complete my cases.. when I shd be the 1 more eager..but he more eager than me, more enthu in finding the cases for me... so bu hao yi si lo....
I duno so many things.. some even the basic... but he still so patience to teach me everything again... duno will he say to himself this; waaa this girl so lousy 1 ..everything duno... but true enuff la.. I really alot of things duno lehhhhhhhhhhh...

I am quite lucky that I always met such kind n good people.. so many actually.. so many helped me and taught me when I have so many things duno... these people r so-called "KUI RENs" , last time in sch, now in workplace.. But of cuz in life, surely thr r oso some BAD people who came into my life n make my life so difficult...yet this is also the time I greatly appreciate the presence of these "KUI RENs" in my life... if not them, my route won't be so smooth n clear...


To all my "KUI RENs":

THANKS SO MUCH =)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Learnt alot alot......... {♥} 11:11 PM

Been almost 1 wk + since I blog...

This 1 wk +, really learnt alot...

Learnt to talk LOUDER...

Learnt to talk MORE when doing sales aka UP-SALES...

Learnt to be more confident by 3%...

Learnt how to overcome very BUSY; MESSY situation. Taught 3 1st-time contact lens wearer tgt on the spot.. when actually there r 6 in total.. but we rejected 3 due to their high astig... 1st time experience such hectic moments..where I somehow need to split into 3 to monitor them.. n oso 1st time feel that WE OPTOMS R HIGHLY IMPORTANT!!! =P

But 1 thing bad that I shd change is my BAD TEMPER.. Have a very BAD TEMPER.. especially when I am HUNGRY!!! I m ardy a person who don't really hav patience.. when comes to hunger, I will lose my total patience.. left 0% patience.. so don't ask me wait for u when it comes to food.. 30mins max.. regardless u r my superior, manager, or wadever shit.. I will be very bad mood n give black face when I am hungry.. Just did it today to my colleagues... Actually we planned to buy pizza today for lunch.. but need to wait for 1 staff to come in then we go order... but waited for like more than 2hrs ardy..still haven reach...ZZZ.. then nvm.. this staff's husband called to find his wife.. but i say not here yet... then he at there KPKB.. so rude.. then keep calling non-stop..KNS!!! Wife haven come only, need to at thr make big noise meh...so hungry ardy still KANA scolding for no reason... ANGRY sia... then after that..I BTH.. I just tell my 2nd incharge that i don't wan wait liao..I just go buy my own lunch... even my 2nd incharge also scared when I angry..still wan return me my lunch $$$... but in the end.. I din accept..cuz also not her wrong..I am not so unreasonable.. I am just too hungry until angry nia..is I ownself don't wan wait 1... y need her to pay.. so not right wad if take her $$$... but in the end..the late staff say sorry to me.. I told her not I angry with her ..I hungry thats y bad mood... My this bad mood must change.. if not everyone scared of me...HAHAHA!!! even 2nd incharge oso scared..POWER right me?? =P but cant help it la... when hungry..who's mood is GD 1, u tell me la...
more pissed is when u eating half way got customers come in just browsing.. n still browse so long then go.. SBDL this kind of customer... ZZZZ...Make me cannot enjoy my lunch sia..

So fast I had already worked in this company for 1mth.. Learnt so much.. as compared to that MrEyewear.. MrEyewear = learn NTH 1.. only learn how to LIE nia.. the rest all bullshits... working now this company.. although oso have some things/person which I don't like..but at least won't so PEK CEK when working... tml going new place for training.. will have alot of things for me to learn... hope I can learn as many as I can..n bring back to my branch... don't let my manager down.. other gd thing is don't need to face THAT person for 1 mth.. don't need take the same LRT with her... hopefully when I come back.. she will be GONE!!!! Then my life will be happier & easier...!! =)

Saturday, June 19, 2010

"You small kid la..." {♥} 11:21 PM

Quoted by Prem, saying to me few days ago : " You small kid la..."

Indeed!! This is so true... I'm rly juz a small kid... Whenever I met problems, all i noe is CRY...-.-||| like a kid right?? So childish right?? So big ardy still cry so easily... Can't help it.. that's me.. this is how I release my unhappiness; not later but ON THE SPOT...

Just like that Oakley frame scratched case... after the customers went away, I start crying ardy.. not cuz my manager scold me leh.. he din even scold me.. but i just cry lik tis... Inside, i felt very bad n sorry..cuz i create such a BIG trouble for him.. n got scolding from customer becuz of me... n he din even scold me.. still tell me dun worry, he will handle everything for me... still tell me dun cry..but the more he tell me not to cry.. the more i cry...X.X Luckily the case is CLOSED.. my manager went down to the Oakley factory to see if can change the defective frame.. n so lucky..the person change for him without a word.. HENG sia... i dun nid to pay for the frame.. n that customer came back to collect back the frame n din scold anymore.. Finally, case CLOSED!! Really need to thank my manager..


Sometimes rly wish that I nv grow up.. always be a small kid.. dun need care so much... the main thing is to be HAPPY everyday.... how i wish............